Was on leave today. Dreaded to go to work tomorrow. Argh...there are just too many stuff to do tomorrow :(

Went to cousin ruru's house this afternoon, not only to chat with aunty and ruru but also to play with cute Sherinen. But time was too short. Hope we are able to chat and play again soon. Haha...Sherinen is so adorable :)

I seriously don't feel like going to work tomorrow. Maybe this week still ok but next week esp. Monday and Tuesday are the days i dread.

Merry Christmas to everyone!!!

Is a nice and raining Christmas Day. What are most of you doing?
For me, yesterday already went out and spent some money so now is the time for me to stay away from the shopping. Lol...
Been having late night sleep for the past few days so is also time for me to rest and replenish my energy.

Although might feel abit bored, but is nice to have a rest. =)

Frustrating!!!

Is really frustrating working with some people, especially those who are RUDE. They acted as if they are the boss, raising voices at people and stopping people from explaining. My current boss will not do this to me. Yet 1 particular person dares to raise voices at me. What's more, is not even my fault.

Nevermind, i will forgive but will not forget.

Terrible!!! My music exam was badly done. Too nervous. Songs, scale & arpeggio didn't went smoothly. This is the fourth time taking practical exam and is much much worse :(

Really disappointed on the first 2 songs. The first one was terrible & the almost perfect second song became not so perfect after all. Sigh :(

A sense of uneasiness develop. Am i lack of confidence in myself or dun have confidence in h?

Last year today i went KL for business trip. Wow~~~ is a year already. And 2 days later last year was cousin Ruru's wedding day. Wow~~~ time passes really really fast.

Boring~~~ nothing to do whereas others are so busy during weekend.

Ever heard of this phrase, "Time and tide wait for no man"?

Sometimes when people make me wait for them, i will tell them 'Time wait for no man'. Can't remember exactly where and when i learnt of this phrase. It could be when i was in Secondary School during Literature class. All these years, this phrase has always been in my mind, that's was why i will use it occasionally.
The meaning of this phrase as per the search on the web says, "No one is so powerful that they can stop the march of time". Time passes by so fast that it will not wait.

I am always thinking why time passes so fast, especially when one still yet to achieve what he/she wants. Thinking back, there is always some feeling of regret to a particular thing. If only i have...if only...there are simply too many 'if only". The outcome is not visible but if i try, the situation could be different or maybe still the same??? BUT...as what i had read and heard of, at least once you try, no matter what the outcome is, there will be no regret. Is it true???

I am disheartened...but can't bear to give up.

Is rather boring and tiring going to work especially since July. The atmosphere is not so good. Working with new rules and people make us mad. We are trying to adapt to this new environment but i guess and i think...it will not be long before most of us will leave. I dreaded the day to come someday not because i miss my work but because of some lovely colleagues.

Time flies...I am one year older since yesterday. Can't imagine time passes so fast.
For the past 1 year, there's joy, laughter, sadness, frustration and more. Whatever it is, i am trying to enjoy everyday and i hope all the people around me will do so too. There's no point being upset over something which makes ourselves feel uncomfortable. Although sometimes it is hard to do than say, but we must try.

There's nothing interesting on my birthday, only a mini celebration with my family after work. Been busy for the past few days. Tiring...further more, received a super 'good' news yesterday. Hmm...can't anticipate what the future will be like...it might get tougher, let's continue to see how.

Sometime disappointment came...sometimes brighten me up...is it going to be like this forever???

The cake my mum bought for me =) Yummy!!!

Had a nice & enjoyable Saturday yesterday. Attended my long-awaited graduation ceremony at Spring Singapore. Finally i graduated. Yeah!!! Had fun taking photos with classmates. Really happy to see them again after 1 year. The ceremony was short lasting only around 2 hrs. But i am proud of myself having got the chance to 'march in' and went on stage to receive the cert. Cheers!!!

After that in the evening, went JP to have a small birthday celebration with the others. Same for the past few years, Apple & i celebrated our birthday together in advance. We ate at Yaki Yaki bo and had a mini celebration there. Thanks to Hongwei and the others who bought and designed the cake for us. Had a wonderful time which ended at Starbuck (for coffee break) :D

Fun time ended so fast...tomorrow is working day again...and is a super busy week with 3 days of training. Hope it will not dampen my birthday mood.

Long weekend is here. Yuppy!!!

For the past 2 weeks, work had been very busy. Really can't stand doing all those stuff. Atmosphere at work don't seem good. Scolding can be heard...frustrating noise can be heard...sigh...that's bad.
Work is getting tiring and boring with several trainings scheduled and tons of unfinished work everyday. I can only said 'I HATE IT !!!'. Maybe is really time to consider doing what ah di's did.

Anyway...gonna enjoy the long weekend...esp. Sat :)

Boring night. Nothing interesting to do. No one to chat with. Can't stand it. Sigh~~~

Out for lesson and bowling session today. My score for bowling is super bad this time. So embarrassing!!!

Hope will have a nice Sunday tomorrow =)

The haze is back again. The news stated that today PSI (over 100) is the highest ever since yr 2006. Oh dear!!! The air is getting unhealthy. Terrible!!! Make my nose uncomfortable. Hopefully the haze will go away fast.

Weekend is coming again after workday tomorrow. Great!!! But...tennis game might be cancelled due to the haze.
Is ok...shall see what to do then. =)

Not working today. Nothing interesting. Settled some personal stuff and began idling at home. Is really good to have a rest.

Next month have to adjust to a new work scope. Not that i am changing job but is changing of job scope. Franking speaking, i am not enthusiastic about the new change. Maybe is just a minor change from current but upon seeing the work that i have to do, already feel uninterested. Have the urge to request to handle the other area but...is simply hard. Never mind, just take up the challenge and see how the future will be like.

Do miracle really exist?

Accomplished one of my goals today - Got my D license!!! Cheers!!!

My wish for this has come true. How about the one? Hmm...is hard unless miracle appears i think.

Tennis session was cancelled today due to rain :(
Nothing in mind so we went back home. Quite boring until now.

D test coming in less than 2 weeks time. Nervous is something i hope i will not experience or else i will lose my steadiness. Really hope i can pass the first time but i doubt so. Not much confidence but will try my best.

If only my wishes will come true.

Recently i have been feeling frustrated at work. Sometimes is not because of the work i am doing but is the people who makes me annoyed. Ever since the start of the new co, i get irritated easily and small matter makes me flare up. Maybe i am one who can't control my temper. After some time, cool down and think...actually why i mind it so much and get myself angry for a small thing? It only make my heart feel uncomfortable.
Good pals around me are asking me not to take it serious. I am trying to...and indeed feel much better.

Is really nice to have someone to talk to. Maybe i make people irritated also but i am glad those around me care. At least there is someone to listen and give me advices.
Thanks to those who listen to my complaints and bother to cheer me up :)

We are not having good times at work but we do have joy and laughter too.

Is already Sept. Year 2010 will be ending in 4 months time. Can time pass slower a bit?

In a month time, i am taking my D test. Feel quite nervous when i think about it. How am i going to cope when the test date arrive? Goodness me!!! Got to be steady.

Today is my off day. Got plenty of leaves to be cleared by this year therefore will try to take leave every now and then. Frankly speaking, idling at home can be quite boring too. But...can make use of it to stay away from the stressful environment in the office.
Going to work now is extremely stress~~~. Everyone is so busy. Sometimes during lunch time, there are still people working. You will be surprise to see that even the usually quiet and good-tempered people will increase their voices and flare at those who happen to 'step on their feet'. I am one of these people. I found that i can't control my temper well...so to play safe...better avoid me when i am angry. keke...

Guess the only joy of going to work is to have good friends and colleagues around. Sometimes they cheer me up :)
Currently, think this is the only reason that can make me stay put.

Tomorrow is the 3rd week of Aug 2010. How come time passes so fast?
For the next few months...have 3 exams/test to take - 1 D practical test and 2 music exams. I do hope i can clear them successfully.
Bought something today but have to wait till Tuesday for it to arrive. Hmm...hopefully is good and worth. I am so excited. lol...

Having an itchy nose since yesterday after the movie. Must have caught a cold as a result of being in the extremely cold cinema. Sigh...

Woke up early to go for D lesson even though it was raining heavily. The weather was cold and i couldn't help shivering. Recently realised that the instructors seem nicer than last time. Some even crack jokes to lighten up my mood. Actually, all along they are quite nice. Is just that some have high expectation and appear stricter. But...i knew that they just want us to learn the correct things. Already booked my P test. When the date comes closer, i hope i will not panic :)

Dislike going to work. Do not like the busy feeling.

Another busy week ended. Tomorrow start another busy week. Tiring...i don't like the pace of working now. Don't like the new system. Is it really true that only at this moment of time, it is tougher? or could it be the same in future? No answer now. When the time comes, there will be a decision.

Sometimes i wonder if i am over-sensitive. I know is not good to think so but can't help thinking of that. Guess need time for me to get over. Hmm...should i say get over? Actually nothing happen in the first place.

Din manage to book P test yet. Hope to get it done soon.

The past few days had been busy at work. Due to the use of new system, everything had been going at a slow pace. Some stuff not being able to settle made me frustrated and suffered from headache. I hate that feeling. Furthermore, really can't stand some people.

Will be sitting for FTT next week and i am quite nervous. Not much confidence in myself. Really hope i can make it or else have to waste more money and time.

Have not been playing so well for my keyboard recently. Sigh...what happen? Maybe too difficult. Unable to focus enough? That's bad. Just register for the theory exam today. Hmm...another exam to take. Hopefully can clear my D test before this.

It's been a long time since i went to Tampines. I think the last time i went was many years back. Thinking of the traveling time from west to east and back already make me tired.
This afternoon, my mum and i made our way there to shop. Mum was interested to shop at the new Tampines 1 mall. We only spent less than 2 hrs there but yet we spent another 2 hrs taking a bus home. That was what i said tiring.

See what i got here. Is a graduation bear!!! Thank you, meimei :)
Is the second graduation soft toy i got but my graduation day still have not been announced yet. Haiz...waiting for August.

Had a nice bbq session with friends cum colleagues last night. Although was tired even before the bbq started, but was great eating and chatting around. The otah were extremely delicious. Yummy!!!

Finally i cleared the second stage of D lesson. These 2 lessons the instructor is the same. He gave good advices and was patience in guiding me. Was quite happy he said that i improved a lot compared to the last time he taught me. However, improvement doesn't mean i can slack or feel proud about it. Still need constant practice in order to pass the test and be a good D.

Coming to the end of Jun 2010. In July, have to adjust to a new system and company (only that working environment is the same and glad that most people are the same). Having gone through training, the system seem difficult. Hope i will be able to adjust well to it. Just need time.

This weekend is a long weekend for me & my colleagues because of company off day tomorrow. So what did i do?
No lesson yesterday so we went to kbox at Jurong. Nice place...nice singing out loud.

The stressful D lesson is getting a bit relax but still not doing so good. Cars on the road are making me nervous, especially those who like to horn just because you are slightly slow. Sigh...can't they have some patience? Last time they also experienced being a learner, right?

A relaxing Sunday today...going for shopping tomorrow. Yeah!!!

Is a boring Saturday. Went to keyboard lesson alone as Apple is not in town. After which accompanied big bro went shopped a while. Just a 30mins shopping made me spent money buying a tee. Haha...

Recently, the boring feeling comes again. For past 2 years when i was struggling with course work, there was no time for boredom. Think about it, even though was tiring doing project and attending classes, i felt more enriching. Should i go back to attending class? Lol...getting a master? Durrh...no way...unless don't need to write thesis.

D lesson is doing better but still not so good. Sometimes is confusing at different instructors' teaching but nevertheless, i will do my best.

A boring Sunday again tomorrow.

Sometimes people say that woman's sixth sense are very strong. I wonder if mine is correct. I have a feeling that what i am thinking is true but is hard for me to find out the answer. Maybe time will determine the answer. I don't like the feeling of guessing all the time...i don't like the feeling of waiting...maybe a loud cry will be good for me???

Not at all good in my D. Can say is terrible. Mum have been nagging me from time to time to be careful while on the road. I know she cares and worries. I will do my best to be a safe D.

A normal Saturday today. Went for keyboard lesson in the noon and shopped around. Now am back home doing nothing. Boring...

Recently, had been going for D lesson. Managed to clear stage 1 just 2 days ago but...will still make those simple mistakes. Must really practise hard.

I wishes for something but it seem so difficult to come true.

Had not been blogging since 2 weeks plus ago. Went to Penang for a short 3 days trip. I had always thought the island is big but is not. Traveling is very easy and is not far from one place to another. We stayed in a hotel in Georgetown. Food and shopping malls are within that area. I especially like shopping in Times Square. Although is a new building and many shops are still not occupy, but is nice walking around the mall. I managed to buy some stuffs there. And so did the others.
For that 3 days, we tried Penang food eg Penang assam laksa, prawn mee, rojak, white coffee, chendol and many more. I realised i ate a lot compared to other trips that i had been to. The whole trip was nice and enjoyable although the weather is hot and we had to cross the difficult-to-understand traffic junction. Is fun to travel with the other 6 kakis. =)

5 days into my MC and i think i am 'rotting'. Luckily i can go for my lessons and dinner yesterday. Although still have slight swollen in my left cheek but overall the wound should be recovering fast. Plenty of medicines that i took had made my mouth so bland. I wish to eat Tom Yum and many delicious food. Let me endure for another 1 or 2 more days. Haa...

Sometimes when work throughout without taking leave or MC, i will find it tiring. Feel like taking a break. Now have days of MC, i feel so boring. Sigh...真矛盾。

Had a scary and painful experience. Went to remove one of my wisdom tooth today. The whole process took around 30mins minus the waiting time. Firstly the dentist performed the injection on my gum. After which had to wait for 15mins before i was asked to go into the room again. The extracting process took around 5mins. I was so scared that the nurse had to ensure that i would be fine. Was given 4 types of medicines + plenty of gauze. Back home, the blood kept oozing out from my wound and it became more painful. I felt like a vampire with so much blood in my mouth. Eventually i popped 1 painkiller to ease the pain. :(

Didn't have nice dinner just now. Can't bite or chew anything. Ate my cereal using swallowing method. Sigh...

After this experience, i really dread to go for another one. Hopefully is not necessary.

Day by day, week by week, time passes so fast.

What had i been doing for the past 2 weeks??? Guess my dear cousin might want to know from my previous post...I started my driving lesson 1 week plus ago. It was a nervous experience for me. Hope i will be more steady for the coming lessons.

Last night, had a enjoyable time with some colleagues and friends at Kuishin-bo @ great world. Though the dinner is expensive but is still worth going there and relax. After which...we headed to dajie's hse at Pinnacle. Have been longing to go there. Finally got a chance to see her nice and comfy house. We even went to 50 storey to take a look at the spectacular view. Cool!!!

Have a late night sleep yesterday and now my head hurt. Oh...

The weather is extremely hot these 2 days. Was lucky that the bbq went smoothly yesterday. Had a great time but was real tired after that. Haa...
Today went to pay respect to my late grandparents and uncle. Really can't stand hot weather cos it makes me sleepy. Upon reaching home, i already can't stand the sleepiness and fall asleep. That was unlike me.
After that, went dian xiao er for dinner. It was my second time there. To me...the food are delicious. The best part was that is a treat from big bro. Cheers!!! :D

Sometimes feel that everyday is a boring day. Going to work on weekdays and enduring the 8 hrs of work. Although there are laughter at work but sometimes my mood just won't get any better. On weekends, there are not many interesting activities either. Sigh...why am i so bored?

For the coming week, there's nothing interesting except for a particular day. I guess i will be nervous. Hope everything go well.

Last night was my co annual D&D. This year event was held at Meritus Marina. The theme was about movie. Throughout the dinner, some trailer of movies were shown. As usual, there were games, lucky draws to be won and also the sumptuous dinner. Pictures taking is our routine task as there is only 1 year once where all the colleagues get together for fun. Haa :D

Today is the last day of CNY and is 元宵节。 I can't control but to say again...time really passes very fast!!!
Went out in the afternoon to see cousin Ruru & her sweet baby Sherinen. Sherinen looks so cute even when sleeping. Haha :D

Looking forward to seeing Ruru & Sherinen again next week. Cheers!!!

Feel happy when communicating with... but i don't really understand why...

Today is the 3rd day of CNY. Spent my morning travelling to the east of Singapore to pray to my grandmother. For the past few days the weather is extremely hot. I almost got myself dehydrate walking under the hot sun.
This CNY is just as routine as the previous. Besides going bai nian, there isn't much thing to be excited about. So boring...Somemore did not get to see cousin Ruru. Never mind, will be seeing her soon :)

I can't remember the actual date, but i think that was a year ago when i knew. So fast is been a year...i wonder if everything will go smoothly or is just a dream???

Things to do this week - Got to apply my PDL & gonna made new spectacle to replace that easily spoilt one. Arrgh...

Is the first day of the tiger year. I guess most people are busy visiting relatives. Is the same for me as usual.
Tomorrow is the same again. lol...

Happy Lunar New Year & Happy Valentine's Day !!!

祝大家身体健康，新年进步。Cheers!!!

Just few weeks ago, we entered into year 2010. So fast...1 month has passed. Tomorrow is 31st Jan already. And...is my big bro's birthday. keke :)

ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, My dear bro!!!

Today is a normal Sat. Attending lesson is a routine fun job. Got my keyboard exam certificate. After lesson, we met up Sijia at Ichiban Sushi for lunch. She is going oversea to pursue her studies. Will be some time before we can meet again. Wish her all the best in her studies :)

Oh ya...see the tomato in one of the photos below. Is the one and only from the tomato plant that my dad grown. Haha...

Was awoken by honing sounds of car this morning. Just 2 weeks ago, i had also been disturbed from my sleep hearing similar sounds. Guess should be the same...a traditional Chinese wedding event was going on. The Chinese has this traditional culture of sounding the car horn when the groom comes to pick up the bride. Haha...it may be irritating to those people who are sleeping but it is actually not as terrible if one is involve in the event. lol...This Jan seem to be a good time for marriage. Are the Chinese trying to get married before the start of the Tiger year???

While there are joyous event going on, there are people in other countries who are experiencing terrible agony. Earthquake, floods in other countries have left people dead, homeless etc. What happen to our earth??? Is the earth really sick???

After 2 weeks of break, keyboard lesson restarted. Got my practical exam result. Same as previous, i got a merit. The difference is that the mark is higher compared to last year and the comments i received are all quite good. Keke...contented :)
Got myself another "extra" stuff today. Can't resist it so eventually i bought it. Haa...aim to get 2 more but...erm...waste money leh. If only someone can get it for me. Haa...wishful thinking.

Had a nice day this afternoon shopping at Bugis. Bought a few things from Bugis Village. Oh yes!!! Finally...i managed to get my tofu. There are so many designs to choose from but due to budget constraint, i restraint myself from getting more. 1 will be enough for keepsake. Luckily still have the design i want :)

Before the shopping trip, attended the briefing at BBDC. Must plan to start my FT lesson soon :)

Is a brand new year. Year 2010 arrives sooner than i had expected. The past 1 year passed by so fast that i don't even know what i had been doing. The most satisfied thing that i had achieved should be my BBA course. After about 2 years of studies, finally i completed the whole course. Looking forward to attend the convocation this Aug and seeing my classmates:)
Hmm...other than that, i can't find any more major achievement. Oh dear!!!

For the new year, i hope can achieve what i have been wanting to. But i guess will be only in my dreams. Do not have the confident that it will turn out what i want. I guess i am already giving up.

Put this thing aside, how do you spend the first day of 2010? My kakis and i went bowling this afternoon at CSC. It's been 2 months since i last played and my lousy skills deteriorated even more. Think my score is the worse among them. But overall is fun :)