February 2012 is coming to an end soon. Sometimes really don't know what i am doing all these while. I am trying not to worry too much, not to imagine too much, not to bother with trivial stuff and trying to control my anger but doesn't seem to succeed.

Realised i had been unable to control my frustration recently...maybe all these while, although i still looks the same but my attitude towards some things or situation have changed. I do hope i am changing to be a better person, not one who get detest by people. Sad to say, today i flared up in front of my colleagues. I don't like to do that...so i will try to change for the better. Lesser frustration will make one happier & healthier???

2 things are on my mind now...to go for it or not is a hard decision for both. But i guess i am better prepared for the first one...and wishes for my success. As for the second one, i will just take it easy. =)